if I die tonight, at least I could do what I wanted to do..
Happy Birthday — I didn’t get it 1st from u.
23 tahun sejak nafasku berhembus
dlm renungan…
ku pilah satu per satu apa yang telah ku lakukan
ku bandingkan dengan permintaanku
seimbangkah..??
berbicara Cinta tak akan ada habisnya,
ketika satu rasa ini menguasai jiwa seorang anak manusia
tidak ada lagi kata yang akan di dengar,
melainkan mengikuti keinginannya semata.
ianya bukan terbuang,
hanya terlupakan..
ianya bukan tersiakan,
hanya terlewati..
di satu masa terukir kenangan,
di satu cerita tergores luka,
waktu yang mencatat..
segala suka, duka, tawa & air mata
ianya bukan masih banyak,
tapi ‘kan segera habis..
masa dimana mimpi teraih,
atau mimpi berganti..
kala ketika cita tergenggam,
atau cinta terpendam..
Tentang Waktu & Dunia..
Tentang Kau, Aku, Dia.. (Tentang Kita)
Apakah ianya akan tinggal berdiam?
Selayaknya hati yg tak lagi berdenting…
Dear BM,
Happy Valentine’s Day & SEMANGAT PAGI . . . hehehe, since now I had to go back to where I started, I just wanna say thank you for the wonderful and incredible year.. thanx to Pak Donni for all you’ve thaught me about living life and management, you are trully my Papa Boss.. thanx to Pak Bagus and all the wise things & the buses, the cars, the house, the way that you told me bla-bla-bla.. thanx to Mamashan who stopped me from fighting with tenant.. thanx to Pak Alwi, actually it’s more like I’m sorry cause I still feel guilty for that “counterpain insident” if you remember.. Sorry.. and for Pak Hans.. thanx for all the treat, hope there would be a lot more.. hehehe ngarep bettttt x) Gosh, I wrote this like I’m signing off my job.. hahahaha well, it’s just a matter where u sit, right? I’m still part of the family, although I’m gonna desperately missing sit in that corner during those rush hours with all those jokes and noises.. owh, before I forgot.. thanx to Pak Nando who’s “aaaaa…” hahahahaha, I’m gonna miss that too.. also thanx to Dipta and Nai and Pak Imam and Kang Hendra.. hmm.. kecup dulu atuh, Kang.. muah muah muah muah muah.. hehehe *slurp*
Finally, last but never be the least . . . MY GIRLS . . . who’s giving me sunshine on a cloudy days.. mb`Diiin the crazy sister, ouuuw I’m gonna miss our pee-pose hihihi.. tante lalas the sweetest one, hmm (^-^) & emilia contestant hehehe.. Lets Go To KARAOKE !!!!!! nyahahahahahaha.. thank you for the laughter, prayer and tears in our kinky time.. oOps! did I said kinky? I must be mean kidding.. hehehe, please not to cancel our plan to go on holiday together yaa (please tell me that we are going to Bali) & remember we’re gonna have a photoshoot this saturday 
oia, the lunch and the exotic class is still going on & on & on & on & on & on yaa.. huhuhu manstabbb..
So, I guess this is it.. so, if there’s any of you who still need my charger, my cable-data, my ID, my shirt or whatever that helps you.. call me, esp. for evacuation drill, weekend on duty or morning briefing (do we still have this? qkqkqk..) well, I still got the same extension and mobile number.. hehehe.. I see you around, my dearest BM..
with all the love in my heart,
Kartika Puspitasari (^-^)K
from the movie My Girl
Weeping willow with your tears running down,
why do you always weep and frown?
is it because he left you one day?
is it because he couldn’t not stay?
on your branches he would swing,
do you love the happiness that he would bring?
he found shelter in your shade,
we thought his laughter would never fade!
Weeping willow stop your tears,
there is something to calm your fears,
you think death as you do forever part,
i know he will always be in your heart!
PAS! Sudah 30 bulan terlewati dan ini adalah saatnya membuktikan kedewasaan kita.. menaruh logika diatas ego.
24 bulan atas nama cinta
tidak ada yang lebih kuinginkan
selain ia yang terjaga
dalam hati, dalam mimpi
yang senantiasa nyata..
waow waow waow . . . ternyata setahun sudah berlalu yaa ^-^
sungguh tidak terasa, huhuhu … Flashback dulu ahh..
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21 Agustus 2007 telah berlalu..
seiring berjalannya waktu,
hari itu mungkin akan terlupa
atau mungkin akan selalu dikenang
